Eduardo

'Villains!' I shrieked, 'dissemble no more! I admit the deed!- tear up the planks!- here, here!- it is the beating of his hideous heart!

My spiderman, love..love.. :)

Bukan Diriku

Setelah kupahami
Ku bukan yang terbaik
Yang ada di hatimu
Tak dapat kusangsikan
Ternyata dirinyalah
Yang mengerti kamu
Bukanlah diriku

Kini maafkanlah aku
Bila ku menjadi bisu
Kepada dirimu

Bukan santunku terbungkam
Hanya hatiku berbatas
Tuk mengerti kamu
Maafkanlah aku

Reff:
Walau kumasih mencintaimu
Kuharus meninggalkanmu
Kuharus melupakanmu
Meski hatiku menyayangimu
Nurani membutuhkanmu
Kuharus merelakanmu

Dan hanyalah dirimu
Yang mampu memahamiku
Yang dapat mengerti aku

Ternyata dirinyalah
Yang sanggup menyanjungmu
Yang lama menyentuhmu
Bukanlah diriku

I love this song. so understanding. perfect for me? haha. :)

You don't die of a broken heart, you only wish you did.

My heart was taken by him, broken by him, and now it is in pieces because of him. why did I break up with him? Well ,it's like, once I sat down and looked at the situation, all the pieces lying on the floor, it just wasn't a puzzle anymore. None of the pieces fit together. And even if I tried really hard, the pieces, well they were two different puzzles. That's why I did it, he needs to understand that.

No one can promise they'll never hurt you because at one time or another, it will happen. The real promise is if the time you spend together will be worth the pain in the end. so fu*k you. Maybe they are right. Maybe I did get my hopes up too high. Maybe I was in over my head. Maybe I am the stupid one for ever thinking that you loved me, but maybe, just maybe, I am tired of being alone.

Desperate?

well i know this guy from facebook. i was just bored and i said 'hi' to this one guy. im not gonna tell you who he was. i will call him Mr. X. :)

anyway, i started to chat with him, and he started flirting. i was quite okay with that BUT... then, he started to ask me some kind of porn question. i was like whttheheck?! he ask me to make him steam and whatever. and i said no. then he was being pushy. haha. it was funny. i make fun of him. but i didn't say anything personal, just like 'haha' and others. he was so like desperate for me. i did not expect he would do such a thing. he was talking nonsense and all that. HAHA.

then, i ended our conversation, i told him i want to go to sleep but i didn't even logged out my acc and my bed wasn't calling for me. who cares? :P

The Tourist

im not saying im dying to watch this movie, but i really want to watch the movie. hehe. i mean they're the popular actors among of all. but, Johny Deep is really putting on wrinkles on his face. he looks so old. :( i mean it would be better if 'Robert Pattinson' plays his role. :P and Angie still looks hot. i like her very much. :) but they look like a perfect couple in this movie. :D

The Eagles

i found out that this Hotel California song is just awesome. i mean i really like it. the lyrics, the melody. and im obsessed playing this song by guitar. hehe. i never knew that it was such a great song. i know it was like long time ago but i found out it was cool.

some people says it was like a ghost song or something. well, my mum told me the song was about drugs something something. hehe. i dont know. :P

S.C.H.O.O.L

yes. school is opening on 3rd jan. wehee. can't wait. i miss my friends a lot. my hunnys. :D too bad fareez will be in Adil next year. why la you so clever one? im going to miss him Ms. Roslee.

im still in aktif. thank god. i mean i really love 4 aktif 2010. a lot of bittersweet memories. awwh. i remember when me, raja and fareez walked in the heavy rain and shared only one umbrella we found somewhere nearby the road. HAHA. and i dont know where the hell is the umbrella now. :P a lot a lot of memories. :)

anyway, after a while i was in Terengganu and now im home. thank god i survived in that House of Madness. you really don't want to know about that. i stayed there for three weeks and im cool with some roaches there i guess? hmmm. im cool. haha.

Different feathers flock together

well well. im in terengganu right now. its quite boring you know. hmm. the main thing im doing in terengganu is sleeping. :) and eat. its rainy season so its quite good to have some SLEEP. :D

i miss my home sweet home. :( and my daddy i guess. :) im not doing anything here. except sleep and eat and watch tv. damn it. haha. finally i could manage to online. i went to the beach by the way. the waves are okay. but not for swimming. just went there for some photos and hanging out. :)

im dying for swimming pool. but its rainy larr right now. soo, its A no. :(
well, i guess its going to end right here. i'll be updating for more stories. hehe. :)

Oh crap!

half of my heart got gripped on the lovely guitar. i got addicted on playing guitar. haha. seems like its my new hobby then. :D i got plenty of songs i could manage to play. but not that perfect. :)

anyway, i watched this one video, and it was like perfect for me. he played it so nice and awesome. i love him so much. :P he can play the guitar without singing the song. how the hell? i wish i could play this song so perfectly like he does. so here's the video. i am 100% sure that you'll be satisfied right after you watched the video. if you are not, you are totally out of range. haha. sorry to tell you like that. but i dont think so. :P

Terengganu

loopy loopy loop. im going to Terengganu this sunday. my sweet lovely hometown :)
away and away. seems like its my holiday too. but too bad because i cannot go to the beach since it's now raining season over there. :(

but my mum said we can go for swimming. but not at the beach. swimming pool. whee. at least i got something to do over there. after Terengganu, we're heading to Kota Bharu for wedding functions. seems like we'll be traveling a lot then. :D

i thought of celebrating my birthday and meet my beloved friends this monday. but mum changed the plan. so we're going to Terengganu. but my dad stays at home. pity him. he refused to let us stay in Terengganu for like three weeks. but some problem occurs. HAHA!

anyway, so i'll be updating my trip as soon as i can barely online. haha. it's like im going to the moon or something. -.- i guess i'll be seeing ya all! dadaaa. :D

Birthdayy

today is my day, today is my birthday, happy happy birthday to me. anyway, thanks for all your wishes. do LOVE it. hehe. i got plenty of people with the same date as mine. lucky date eh? :P

by the way, i dont have a lot of time to keep updating this blog since i can't really on the line all the time. got some problem with it. to the one who keep reading my blog, thank you so much for your convenience, alright? :)

holiday got a lot more boring than i thought. hmm. im not going anywhere except with my family. i miss my friendss! :( have to study more at home since i am going to be SPM candidate in 2011. and yes im going to be senior next year! wohooo!

i went to watch repunzel last week. im going to give 5 stars for the movie. :)
that movie was so cutee. thought of watching narnia on my birthday but, naah. i watched the social network. kind of boringg. hehehee.

anyway thanks for reading. i'll be updating for the next 100 years i guess? hahaa. kidding. bye. :)

Love,
Teyha Azmi :)

Cinta kau dan aku

setelah 2 hari menatap novel kt title blog tuh, habis jugak baca. kali ni, menangis teresak-esak tersedu-sedu. :) sedih, sayu, geram, sakit hati semue bercampur baur membaca novel ini. :D

mata dah cukup merah asyik layan emo bace novel ni. boleh dikatekan setiap bab ade cerita yg sedih. haihh. tapi mmg best baca. kalau menghayati, kalah orang menangis sbb putus cinta. hahaha.

sekarang dah ketagih baca novel. -.- boleh la layan boring kat rumah duk layan perasaan baca novel. :)

Ketagih Novel

Ucapan terima kasih kepada ima yg bg saya sebuah novel 'percaya ada cinta'. :)
novel yang menarik hati aku. novel yang buat aku jatuh cinta. jatuh cinta dengan seorang mamat yg hanya dalam imaginasiku.

novel yg mengisahkan seorang wanita dipaksa kahwin dgn mamat pilihan keluarga. sob sob. tapi novel yg sangat sweet pernah dibaca. :) mamat yg kena kawin dgn wanita tu nama dia ARSYAD. cara novelis menceritakan watak ARSYAD ni, buat aku jatuh cinta kat ARSYAD ni. :D perwatakan dia mengagumkan aku.

alkisah aku pergi giant bersama famili tersayang. ternampaklah seorang mamat HOT berkemeja putih sdg shopping barang basah. paras rupa mmg menarik hati. tetibe aku teringat ARSYAD tersayang. alangkah bagusnya kalau rupa ARSYAD sama mcm mamat kemeja putih tu. :)

Genting Highlands

Genting Higland was awesome. but i got fever right away when im home and hakim brought me chicken pox. :( i reached school at 7 as my teacher told us that we're moving to genting at 7! but, they're the one who was late. -.-' so we moved at 8 am. :)
we reach at skyway at 9 and we went up by shuttle. genting was so cold! firstly we started with the spinner. it was quite a short time spinning since the last time i've been there like 4 years ago. secondly, we ride SPACESHOT! omg! me and anita was shouting like there's no tomorrow! :P after Space shot, we go for Go Kart. and after that Corkscrew. i remembered that corkscrew was not that scary as now. hahaa. then we ride pirate ship. edie was damn funny. he was wiggling his body when the ship swings. :P then we ride pirate train. THE MOST LAME RIDE!! it was boring! nothing happens. :P

then we went for archery. my hand was shaking when i pulled the string! :P then we walk to dinosour land and i rest at the visitor's lounge. then we went to indoor to eat. we ate at Kenny Rogers. thanks to eddie who supported us! :D

and the most amazing, scariest ride was FLYING COASTER. only fareez and anita who didnt ride it. it was scary! i cant feel my legs after riding it! anita told me that the way i shouted was like i was being raped by someone! HAHAHA!

so we went back to school at 6. and it was the most amazing, happiest thing! and i love you guys! i had a blast there! :DD

Cinta Kirana

Cerita ini hanya fiktif belaka. Semua cerita ini hanya rekaan semata mata dan tidak ada kena mengena dengan hidup dan mati.

Cinta Kirana. :) memang dah taksub dgn sinetron ni. boleh nak dikatekan semua orang layan cite ni. hahaa. tapi episod panjang lgi. sampai 93 episod? sekarang bru episod 43. hahaa. Ni first time tgok cerita Nia Ramadhani dapat watak baik. hahaa. sebelum ni, watak dia bawak semua jahat. mcm bawang merah bawang putih. tapi adik aku cakap cerita ni cerita 'Aku', bukan Cinta Kirana. :P

and lagu die bast! :)

semula ku tak tahu
engkau juga kan ingin memilikinya
bukankah ku lebih dulu
bila engkau temanku
sebaiknya tak mengganggu

reff:
dia untukku, bukan untukmu
dia milikku, bukan milikmu
pergilah kamu, jangan kau ganggu
biarkan aku mendekatinya

kamu tak akan mungkin mendapatkannya
karena dia berikan aku pertanda juga
janganlah kamu banyak bermimpi, oooh

dia untuk aku

bukankah belum pasti
kamu juga kan jadi dengan dirinya
dia yang menentukan
apa yang ’kan terjadi
tak usah mengaturku

reff2:
dia untukku, bukan untukmu
dia milikku, bukan milikmu
lihatlah nanti, lihatlah saja
biarkan aku mendekatinya

kamu tak akan mungkin mendapatkannya
karena dia berikan aku pertanda juga
janganlah kamu banyak bermimpi, oooh
kusarankan engkau mundur saja, ooo

repeat reff
repeat reff2

dia untuk aku
bukan, dia untuk aku

Be apart that something i don't know

hello. it's been a while since i didn't update this blog. it's because i dont know what to write, and i got no time since my father's using the notebook for Mafia Wars. -.-' he plays all the apps on facebook. Mafia Wars, Farmville, Frontier Ville. :P

anyways, Sofia's putting on weight. her weight is 5 kg now, and she's not even 3 months yet! she's now very chubby! can't take the eyes off from her lovely cheek <3
and she loves it when people carry her around. i have to remind her that she's to heavy to carry her around the house. ^^,

choir's been really awesome! during the holidays, we practice a lot. and im losing my voice cause i got bad sore throat! god help me! :(
the final was awesome. they like it! :D im so proud! :)

i guess that's all. :)

To whom who concern

im sorry to say this. but this is me. the way i am. its up to me and i know what im doing. so please dont judge me in front of people. i want me just the way i am. im sorry if you don't like me the way i am. but i couldn't do anything just to complete your wish. i will find my will someday by my own. but not now. i ain't ready for that. i am still young. maybe there's some of my age can do that, but not me. people are different. they got their own perspective. and mine's too. im sorry it's fasting month, i would apologize to you as soon as i can. best regard, Teyha Azmi.

Chicken Rice Shop

i went for berbuka puasa with 3 ama 2009, at Giant chicken rice shop. and had super amazing fun alott. :)

after we break-fast, we lepak2 at secret recipe and J-Co doughnut. take pictures, talking and lot other stuff. :D hoope that we could do this again some other times! :)

Dia

kenapa dgn diaa? pelik lah dia. kenapa dia layan aku mcm tuh? perlukah dia berkelakuan mcm tu kat aku? perlukah? i tak suruh pun. i tak paksa pun. aku tak ada niat pun. tapi kenapa? hmmm...

kau tanya aku, aku sayang kau tak? aku cakap aku sayang, tapi aku taknak. tapi aku sayang. lepas tu kau tak cakap apa-apa. aku tak berharap pun dengan kau. aku cuma sayang kau. aku tak sehina macam kau bayangkan.


konklusinyaa, ape kejadahnya aku tulis nii? ayt2 jiwang pulak. -.-'
btw, aku bergurau je. tak membawa maksud apapapun. :)

Edward Tie

me, iffa and anita are officially addicted to edward tie. anita maybe Yaacob Itam laa. :P we talk alot about Edward Tie. Usha him every morning with his tie untie, his collar, ohhh, superbly charmingg. can't get our eyes off him! he's so HOT and makes us melt. like OHEMGEE! :DD