Lake Baikal

see this beautiful lake? This one called Lake Baikal. It's located in Irkutsk, Russia. and I'm going to pay a visit there since I'm going to take my train from Irkutsk. Oh my God I can't wait to get out from this country. But I'll miss my friend though. :'(

Travel the world

okay okay. suddenly I felt like updating this crazy old blog because I got nothing else to do. muahahahaa. I've been not very busy BUT i'm too lazy to update this blog. when I'm not using this blog, I got like a trillion great ideas to write about, but when I want to update my blog, NOTHING comes in my mind. pathetically pathetic --,

I've been spending my life by wasting my time. BTW, I colored my hair! It's pink. here, take a look,




ehehee, but not the whole hair, some few spots there. :P well my family's been planning about us going to migrate to other country, which is RUSSIA. I can't hardly wait man. My mum said we're going to take a visit around Europe. but only Germany I think. haha. and the other plan is, we take a flight to Mongolia and travel by train from Irkutsk to Moscow which is three days travelling in the train. -.- I'll need a 'butt' massage when I reach Moscow. Muahahaha. I know I'm being such a brag right now, but I think this is the best way to express my brag-ness. teheee.

Russian Language Class

hey ya'all. Zdrastvuycye! (hello) N Dobrejeyn! (good evening) :D haven't update any news yet, so im going to update today. i want to talk about my Russian language class. :P it has been a month, and now it's getting a little tougher. --.
I went to the class with my dad. and before, we're going everyday with bike. so f**king exhausting. then, i got an idea to go there by train. and it's working!! hoyeah. at least i dont feel that tired. I go everyday by KTM train from Sg. Buloh to KL Sentral. and then continue my 'journey' from there to Ampang Park, and just have to walk a little bit from the LRT station to the class. :D same thing when im going home. I like it! AND THAT'S THE FIRST TIME RIDE ON A TRAIN.......BY MYSELF. :D so feel like grown-ups! :)

well, i'm going to Russia early September, which is early Autumn. :) the weather's quite cold, but not as cold as winter -.- i can't believe those Russians still going to school when it's winter. WTH?! and im going to face that soon. idk how im going to face the frozen-ess! God help me. but yeah, i can't wait also to go there. since im doing nothing here in Malaysia besides going to the class everyday. :P i'll be updating soon enough if i got stories. :) Dasvidaniya. (goodbye in Russia) have to practice a little bit of the language. :)

Amplifiers

YES! Finally I got my guitar amplifier! setelah sekian lama menunggu request yang tak dapat2. syok gila dapat main electric guitar. WEHEEE! thanks ma, thanks ayah. :) it was so fun. it's almost perfect. and im going to learn tons of songs soon! :D

I hate myself :O

Rasa mcm nak bunuh diri je! nak tahu kenapa? masalah datang bebalun-balun tahu tak? dari dulu sampai sekarang. happy happy pun sekejap je. sekejap mcm tu, sekejap mcm ni. eeh! geram lah sial! lepas tu, family sorang sorang pentingkan diri sendiri. kawan2 pulak? tak pernah nak jaga hati kawan sendiri. ingat tak ada perasaan ke? orang memang la cakap sabar..sabar, tapi hakikat nye macam mana nak sabar? :S haritu masalah dah cukup besar. decide nak lari, lepas tu nak serabut2 orang lain yang jadi mangsa keadaan. memang la cite nak fikir over the wall. tapi tak payah la sampai over gila. elok2 orang tak serabut jadi serabut. orang yang ada life jadi takde life terus. tak tahu la ape korang nak cakap. kita ni bukan dah matang mana nak cakap bende2 yang lebih2 ni. tapi tu yang tersirat dalam diri. nak kena luahkan. tak nak pendam. lagi sakit hati membuak-buak kan.

lagipun, kan orang cakap, kalau kita tengah marah habis semua isi2 dalam hati terkeluar habis. sebab sekarang ni tengah marah la ni. dia orang cakap kita tak payah la fikir banyak2, tapi last2 kita yang serabut. lepas tu dok gaduh sana sini. mcm mana nak jalan kalau mcm ni? sumpah memang serabut gila la. rasa macam nak lari pun ada. rasa mcm dah bosan dengan hidup ni. baru umur 17, rasa mcm dah penat hidup.

sorry kalau ada yang tersinggung kalau baca benda ni. tapi ni la yang kita nak luahkan. tak sanggup nak pendam. :'(

Fuck the generation

to tha-bitch :

you wanna know something, bitch? you shouldn't have born in this world, you know that? you only brings disaster to everyone around you. and yet, all your siblings also shouldn't have born. as the time goes by, they increase the population of a people like YOU. there are NO benefits at all for you to born in this world. you are useless, stupid, moron and again, USELESS! you know, i've been like your closest person in your life. but now, i feel like kicking your ass off and spit you in the face.

this is a warning for you, you enjoy your beautiful life right now. enjoy it to the very lovely moment because you are going to hell after this. you will be no longer enjoying your life happily and peacefully. i will never ever make you live in peace. i will make you regret to born in this world. i will make you live in hell.

and no wonder THEY really hate you. they regret knowing you, and i regret to have you in my life. you are nothing but a fugly bitch. those guys who really want to fuck her, well i know she's the bitch, but not her you really want to fuck. i don't know what's with the guys. for sure, they are really messed up just like her. :)

love, Teyha Azmi. :)

HeartRob :)

isn't he such a cutie? he is my one and only so-called-vampire. :D anyway, that photo is just for display. OMG! i haven't update this friggin blog for a like decade! sorry, busy with that so-called-new-thing to me called 'Tumblr'. hehe. its addictive for your information. how's my life? i am super great. you know, i shopped a lot these lately, almost like everyday i went out shopping or anything. i dont even care about school cause im going off! haha.

you know, since i didn't go to school, i dont know what's happening outside. and i dont even have a good conversation with my friends since we haven't met for so long. i just don't know what to talk about. hmm. and yeah about the island2 thingy i was talking about a long time ago, like below,



or maybe this,



well, my mum said she wants to go to Johor for some business and stuff, and of course me and my family are going. i asked her whether we can go somewhere else or not, and i suggested Pulau Tioman, and she said it's a good idea. and i was like 'goddamnit!' yeah! finally i can go to those pretty island with crystal blue ocean. this is the best day of my life. i can't wait! seriously, Pulau Tioman is one of the most prettiest island in the world and i am going! wohooo! :D

Shopp!

the clothes are lovely. i love it so much. especially the dresses. all spring season dresses. i shopped there and i feel i wanna drop right away. heee.

prince Harry :)

it's not about the money money money, we don't your money money money. We just wanna make the world dance, forget about the price tag.

Its quite a nice song. I like it. But we need money for god sake right?

Talking about songs, me and Anita planned to sing during teachers day. BUT we got no song to sing. We need an inspiring song for the teachers since we are seniors. :) we'll thiNk about it soon. :D

Today we got our EST invention projects. It runs well. most of them like out project. But quite tired you know. I have to stand up and explain the thing like oh god kill me. I can't even feel my leg right now. Haha. I know its like over reacting but its quite true. Heee. I hope the judges likes out invention and yeah I hope so.

And yes Nita, prince Harry sure looks like. A really gorgeous prince charming. Naughty lil prince. I gonna be your princes soon Haha. Just joking.

one step at a time

Heyyo. Sorry for not updating for too long. Haven't the chance to online. Heee

I just discovered that Justin Bieber is quite hot. Heee. He cut his hair and he looks so HOT! ;) I got his posters like everywhere on my wall in my room. All my friends hates JB. I mean he did nothing wrong. He's just an entertainer. Some of them even slapped me if I sing Bieber song. Haha. Funny them.

I really like you, Justin Bieber. <3

Like you, like you, like you.

I know the title may sound a little dramatic and maybe a little desperate, but can't hide! Hee. In fact I really really like him. When he looked at me, my adrenaline level goes up! He's really take my heart away. He's charming-like is so adorable. I just can't hide it. I want to express the FEELING! Hahah. He's good in playing guitar. I mean perfect. His sense of humor. I wonder what type of girl he'd like to date. Hmm...

Can't get the Eyes off you.

Damn it. I can't barely do this. Can someone please tell me how to get this thing done. I mean I really like him. But WHYY??! I hate this. He's cute, he got the sense of humour, he's good in talking. Hmm. He's like my type. But, he doesn't like me. He accepts me only as his friend. :| But I can't do anything anyway. :P

Let's just try for another guy. Maybe the guy who likes me. I can get to know him even better. I'll try anyway. Maybe... :-)

Egois -.-'

Ego, ego, ego! Why are you so ego? Can you just spread it out instead of living in denial? WTF? Stand up and be yourself! Where the hell is your manhood? What's the best thing to live in denial? You don't need to be somebody else. I know it. So please. Throw away your ego. It only ruins your beautiful life. :')

Go with the flow

Hey there! How are ya? It's been a while right? :P

I got a lot of stories here :
1st, im in love with anime. I drew a lot of anime cartoons. The new hobby instead of studying. Put the blame on Muiz. Hehe.

2nd, my exam results, sucks. Fail for physics and chemistry. -.-' have to put a lot more effort on it. Oh yeah! For the first time, I passed my admaths! Hoyeah! Hee.

3rd, facebook is closing on 15th of march. Yeah right. LMAO. Haha. Im still using facebook right now. And what all the SPAM were about? Haha.

4th, I already confessed to the guy I like how I felt about him. He said he likes just the way we are. What did I expect anyway. But I really like him anyway. And then, there's a guy likes me. Hee. He's quite cute. If you're reading this, seriously, you are. :) well after I confessed to the guy I like, I feel free to like the guy who likes me. :D but I can't just get over it. please don't get me wrong. No offend.

Well should I like him? Or shouldn't I like him? Hmm. To him, please don't be shy. Im an open person. So, be free to talk about anything. ^.^'

Avenged Sevenfold

"dear god, the only thing i ever need is to hold her when im not around when im much too far away"

the song is by Avenged Sevenfold called Dear God. i just knew that this song is so sweet and i always listen to this song before i go to bed. such a sweet and lovely song. thanks to a friend who introduced me this song. i love it so much! :)

Blackberry Curve

this blackberry is sooooo awesome. and i envy you ayah! he owns this berry thing! damn it. when are you going to give me one?! im craving for it like so long. never mind! i'll pretend the Blackberry's mine after this. hihiii. do remind this ayah,

I ENVY YOU! haha. :P

an update

hello hello. sorry for haven't update for a long time. been busy for exams and stuff. talking about exam, im stressed out. Biology, i dont practically like you lah. why are you like this?? -.- and Physics too. you never make me love you. :(

im happy with my maths. it was quite easy! and admaths was okay. i managed to answer all. maybe i left two. hihi. holidays is coming. and i don't have any plans instead of hanging out. :D haven't watch movies for long time. :)

Count on Me

i love this sweet little song. a love all Bruno Mars' songs. he's a good singer and the songs are just great. current song i like is this one, COUNT ON ME. :)

Spell it Right

for this english week, i entered 'Spell it Right' competition. i just wanna try. :D
me, raja and tashaneena entered the competition. tashaneena replaced anita since she's absent. the word quite easy at first. then, the teachers started to give the hard word. the best thing was, i didn't get any hard words. i got :
1. orchestra
2. familiar
3. simile
4. facsimile (this one i got wrong)
5. hierarchy (this also wrong)
6. hallelujah
7. punctuation

and guess what? i got second place for this competition. denise was first and third is form four guy. i was so happy and excited. raja wants the teacher to rematch but well raja, 'LIFE IS UNFAIR' :)

butterfly fly away

i entered a singing competition at school. it was okay. BUT!, when i did the first audition, i sang Hotel California by Eagles. it was okay. the teachers gave me green light. so excited. then, when the final competition, i wanted to sing im yours by jason mraz, but i changed to butterfly fly away because raja asked me to. :) so i decided to sing the song.

at first i sang the song perfect, but then i forgot the lyric, 'wish you may and wish you might' and i was like 'oh shit'! then the teacher asked me to sit first. so, i practiced the song. i feel like i want to cry that time. :'( then it was other contestants. Syuhada Azam sings big girls don't cry. and it was PERFECT. her voice was awesome so was Natasya Nadzmi and it was also super perfect! she sang use somebody and Anita sing a thousand miles. and there's one girl, from 2 Ali, she sang my heart will go on, i was amazed with her! that is quite a hard song, but she managed to sing it! you're awesome girl. :)

then, after all the contestants finish singing, it was my turn. so i sang the song. and my friends told me it was awesome. i just love them so much for giving me support. although i didn't won, but im glad i can sing the song nicely. i do appreciate it very much! thank you. xoxoxo. :*

anyway, Natasya Nadzmi won the 1st place, followed by Syuhada Azam, Anita and the girl who sang my heart will go on. a BIG CONGRATULATION from me, Teyha Azmi. :)