Russian Language Class

hey ya'all. Zdrastvuycye! (hello) N Dobrejeyn! (good evening) :D haven't update any news yet, so im going to update today. i want to talk about my Russian language class. :P it has been a month, and now it's getting a little tougher. --.
I went to the class with my dad. and before, we're going everyday with bike. so f**king exhausting. then, i got an idea to go there by train. and it's working!! hoyeah. at least i dont feel that tired. I go everyday by KTM train from Sg. Buloh to KL Sentral. and then continue my 'journey' from there to Ampang Park, and just have to walk a little bit from the LRT station to the class. :D same thing when im going home. I like it! AND THAT'S THE FIRST TIME RIDE ON A TRAIN.......BY MYSELF. :D so feel like grown-ups! :)

well, i'm going to Russia early September, which is early Autumn. :) the weather's quite cold, but not as cold as winter -.- i can't believe those Russians still going to school when it's winter. WTH?! and im going to face that soon. idk how im going to face the frozen-ess! God help me. but yeah, i can't wait also to go there. since im doing nothing here in Malaysia besides going to the class everyday. :P i'll be updating soon enough if i got stories. :) Dasvidaniya. (goodbye in Russia) have to practice a little bit of the language. :)

Amplifiers

YES! Finally I got my guitar amplifier! setelah sekian lama menunggu request yang tak dapat2. syok gila dapat main electric guitar. WEHEEE! thanks ma, thanks ayah. :) it was so fun. it's almost perfect. and im going to learn tons of songs soon! :D

I hate myself :O

Rasa mcm nak bunuh diri je! nak tahu kenapa? masalah datang bebalun-balun tahu tak? dari dulu sampai sekarang. happy happy pun sekejap je. sekejap mcm tu, sekejap mcm ni. eeh! geram lah sial! lepas tu, family sorang sorang pentingkan diri sendiri. kawan2 pulak? tak pernah nak jaga hati kawan sendiri. ingat tak ada perasaan ke? orang memang la cakap sabar..sabar, tapi hakikat nye macam mana nak sabar? :S haritu masalah dah cukup besar. decide nak lari, lepas tu nak serabut2 orang lain yang jadi mangsa keadaan. memang la cite nak fikir over the wall. tapi tak payah la sampai over gila. elok2 orang tak serabut jadi serabut. orang yang ada life jadi takde life terus. tak tahu la ape korang nak cakap. kita ni bukan dah matang mana nak cakap bende2 yang lebih2 ni. tapi tu yang tersirat dalam diri. nak kena luahkan. tak nak pendam. lagi sakit hati membuak-buak kan.

lagipun, kan orang cakap, kalau kita tengah marah habis semua isi2 dalam hati terkeluar habis. sebab sekarang ni tengah marah la ni. dia orang cakap kita tak payah la fikir banyak2, tapi last2 kita yang serabut. lepas tu dok gaduh sana sini. mcm mana nak jalan kalau mcm ni? sumpah memang serabut gila la. rasa macam nak lari pun ada. rasa mcm dah bosan dengan hidup ni. baru umur 17, rasa mcm dah penat hidup.

sorry kalau ada yang tersinggung kalau baca benda ni. tapi ni la yang kita nak luahkan. tak sanggup nak pendam. :'(