Thursday, December 30, 2010

Eduardo




'Villains!' I shrieked, 'dissemble no more! I admit the deed!- tear up the planks!- here, here!- it is the beating of his hideous heart!

My spiderman, love..love.. :)

Wednesday, December 29, 2010

Bukan Diriku



Setelah kupahami
Ku bukan yang terbaik
Yang ada di hatimu
Tak dapat kusangsikan
Ternyata dirinyalah
Yang mengerti kamu
Bukanlah diriku

Kini maafkanlah aku
Bila ku menjadi bisu
Kepada dirimu

Bukan santunku terbungkam
Hanya hatiku berbatas
Tuk mengerti kamu
Maafkanlah aku

Reff:
Walau kumasih mencintaimu
Kuharus meninggalkanmu
Kuharus melupakanmu
Meski hatiku menyayangimu
Nurani membutuhkanmu
Kuharus merelakanmu

Dan hanyalah dirimu
Yang mampu memahamiku
Yang dapat mengerti aku

Ternyata dirinyalah
Yang sanggup menyanjungmu
Yang lama menyentuhmu
Bukanlah diriku

I love this song. so understanding. perfect for me? haha. :)

Tuesday, December 28, 2010

You don't die of a broken heart, you only wish you did.




My heart was taken by him, broken by him, and now it is in pieces because of him. why did I break up with him? Well ,it's like, once I sat down and looked at the situation, all the pieces lying on the floor, it just wasn't a puzzle anymore. None of the pieces fit together. And even if I tried really hard, the pieces, well they were two different puzzles. That's why I did it, he needs to understand that.

No one can promise they'll never hurt you because at one time or another, it will happen. The real promise is if the time you spend together will be worth the pain in the end. so fu*k you. Maybe they are right. Maybe I did get my hopes up too high. Maybe I was in over my head. Maybe I am the stupid one for ever thinking that you loved me, but maybe, just maybe, I am tired of being alone.

Monday, December 27, 2010

Desperate?

well i know this guy from facebook. i was just bored and i said 'hi' to this one guy. im not gonna tell you who he was. i will call him Mr. X. :)

anyway, i started to chat with him, and he started flirting. i was quite okay with that BUT... then, he started to ask me some kind of porn question. i was like whttheheck?! he ask me to make him steam and whatever. and i said no. then he was being pushy. haha. it was funny. i make fun of him. but i didn't say anything personal, just like 'haha' and others. he was so like desperate for me. i did not expect he would do such a thing. he was talking nonsense and all that. HAHA.

then, i ended our conversation, i told him i want to go to sleep but i didn't even logged out my acc and my bed wasn't calling for me. who cares? :P

The Tourist



im not saying im dying to watch this movie, but i really want to watch the movie. hehe. i mean they're the popular actors among of all. but, Johny Deep is really putting on wrinkles on his face. he looks so old. :( i mean it would be better if 'Robert Pattinson' plays his role. :P and Angie still looks hot. i like her very much. :) but they look like a perfect couple in this movie. :D

The Eagles

i found out that this Hotel California song is just awesome. i mean i really like it. the lyrics, the melody. and im obsessed playing this song by guitar. hehe. i never knew that it was such a great song. i know it was like long time ago but i found out it was cool.

some people says it was like a ghost song or something. well, my mum told me the song was about drugs something something. hehe. i dont know. :P

S.C.H.O.O.L

yes. school is opening on 3rd jan. wehee. can't wait. i miss my friends a lot. my hunnys. :D too bad fareez will be in Adil next year. why la you so clever one? im going to miss him Ms. Roslee.

im still in aktif. thank god. i mean i really love 4 aktif 2010. a lot of bittersweet memories. awwh. i remember when me, raja and fareez walked in the heavy rain and shared only one umbrella we found somewhere nearby the road. HAHA. and i dont know where the hell is the umbrella now. :P a lot a lot of memories. :)

anyway, after a while i was in Terengganu and now im home. thank god i survived in that House of Madness. you really don't want to know about that. i stayed there for three weeks and im cool with some roaches there i guess? hmmm. im cool. haha.

Sunday, December 19, 2010

Different feathers flock together

well well. im in terengganu right now. its quite boring you know. hmm. the main thing im doing in terengganu is sleeping. :) and eat. its rainy season so its quite good to have some SLEEP. :D

i miss my home sweet home. :( and my daddy i guess. :) im not doing anything here. except sleep and eat and watch tv. damn it. haha. finally i could manage to online. i went to the beach by the way. the waves are okay. but not for swimming. just went there for some photos and hanging out. :)

im dying for swimming pool. but its rainy larr right now. soo, its A no. :(
well, i guess its going to end right here. i'll be updating for more stories. hehe. :)

Saturday, December 11, 2010

Oh crap!

half of my heart got gripped on the lovely guitar. i got addicted on playing guitar. haha. seems like its my new hobby then. :D i got plenty of songs i could manage to play. but not that perfect. :)

anyway, i watched this one video, and it was like perfect for me. he played it so nice and awesome. i love him so much. :P he can play the guitar without singing the song. how the hell? i wish i could play this song so perfectly like he does. so here's the video. i am 100% sure that you'll be satisfied right after you watched the video. if you are not, you are totally out of range. haha. sorry to tell you like that. but i dont think so. :P

Terengganu

loopy loopy loop. im going to Terengganu this sunday. my sweet lovely hometown :)
away and away. seems like its my holiday too. but too bad because i cannot go to the beach since it's now raining season over there. :(

but my mum said we can go for swimming. but not at the beach. swimming pool. whee. at least i got something to do over there. after Terengganu, we're heading to Kota Bharu for wedding functions. seems like we'll be traveling a lot then. :D

i thought of celebrating my birthday and meet my beloved friends this monday. but mum changed the plan. so we're going to Terengganu. but my dad stays at home. pity him. he refused to let us stay in Terengganu for like three weeks. but some problem occurs. HAHA!

anyway, so i'll be updating my trip as soon as i can barely online. haha. it's like im going to the moon or something. -.- i guess i'll be seeing ya all! dadaaa. :D

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

Birthdayy

today is my day, today is my birthday, happy happy birthday to me. anyway, thanks for all your wishes. do LOVE it. hehe. i got plenty of people with the same date as mine. lucky date eh? :P

by the way, i dont have a lot of time to keep updating this blog since i can't really on the line all the time. got some problem with it. to the one who keep reading my blog, thank you so much for your convenience, alright? :)

holiday got a lot more boring than i thought. hmm. im not going anywhere except with my family. i miss my friendss! :( have to study more at home since i am going to be SPM candidate in 2011. and yes im going to be senior next year! wohooo!

i went to watch repunzel last week. im going to give 5 stars for the movie. :)
that movie was so cutee. thought of watching narnia on my birthday but, naah. i watched the social network. kind of boringg. hehehee.

anyway thanks for reading. i'll be updating for the next 100 years i guess? hahaa. kidding. bye. :)

Love,
Teyha Azmi :)

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

Cinta kau dan aku

setelah 2 hari menatap novel kt title blog tuh, habis jugak baca. kali ni, menangis teresak-esak tersedu-sedu. :) sedih, sayu, geram, sakit hati semue bercampur baur membaca novel ini. :D

mata dah cukup merah asyik layan emo bace novel ni. boleh dikatekan setiap bab ade cerita yg sedih. haihh. tapi mmg best baca. kalau menghayati, kalah orang menangis sbb putus cinta. hahaha.

sekarang dah ketagih baca novel. -.- boleh la layan boring kat rumah duk layan perasaan baca novel. :)

Monday, November 8, 2010

Ketagih Novel

Ucapan terima kasih kepada ima yg bg saya sebuah novel 'percaya ada cinta'. :)
novel yang menarik hati aku. novel yang buat aku jatuh cinta. jatuh cinta dengan seorang mamat yg hanya dalam imaginasiku.

novel yg mengisahkan seorang wanita dipaksa kahwin dgn mamat pilihan keluarga. sob sob. tapi novel yg sangat sweet pernah dibaca. :) mamat yg kena kawin dgn wanita tu nama dia ARSYAD. cara novelis menceritakan watak ARSYAD ni, buat aku jatuh cinta kat ARSYAD ni. :D perwatakan dia mengagumkan aku.

alkisah aku pergi giant bersama famili tersayang. ternampaklah seorang mamat HOT berkemeja putih sdg shopping barang basah. paras rupa mmg menarik hati. tetibe aku teringat ARSYAD tersayang. alangkah bagusnya kalau rupa ARSYAD sama mcm mamat kemeja putih tu. :)

Monday, October 18, 2010

Genting Highlands

Genting Higland was awesome. but i got fever right away when im home and hakim brought me chicken pox. :( i reached school at 7 as my teacher told us that we're moving to genting at 7! but, they're the one who was late. -.-' so we moved at 8 am. :)
we reach at skyway at 9 and we went up by shuttle. genting was so cold! firstly we started with the spinner. it was quite a short time spinning since the last time i've been there like 4 years ago. secondly, we ride SPACESHOT! omg! me and anita was shouting like there's no tomorrow! :P after Space shot, we go for Go Kart. and after that Corkscrew. i remembered that corkscrew was not that scary as now. hahaa. then we ride pirate ship. edie was damn funny. he was wiggling his body when the ship swings. :P then we ride pirate train. THE MOST LAME RIDE!! it was boring! nothing happens. :P

then we went for archery. my hand was shaking when i pulled the string! :P then we walk to dinosour land and i rest at the visitor's lounge. then we went to indoor to eat. we ate at Kenny Rogers. thanks to eddie who supported us! :D

and the most amazing, scariest ride was FLYING COASTER. only fareez and anita who didnt ride it. it was scary! i cant feel my legs after riding it! anita told me that the way i shouted was like i was being raped by someone! HAHAHA!

so we went back to school at 6. and it was the most amazing, happiest thing! and i love you guys! i had a blast there! :DD

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

Cinta Kirana

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Cerita ini hanya fiktif belaka. Semua cerita ini hanya rekaan semata mata dan tidak ada kena mengena dengan hidup dan mati.

Cinta Kirana. :) memang dah taksub dgn sinetron ni. boleh nak dikatekan semua orang layan cite ni. hahaa. tapi episod panjang lgi. sampai 93 episod? sekarang bru episod 43. hahaa. Ni first time tgok cerita Nia Ramadhani dapat watak baik. hahaa. sebelum ni, watak dia bawak semua jahat. mcm bawang merah bawang putih. tapi adik aku cakap cerita ni cerita 'Aku', bukan Cinta Kirana. :P

and lagu die bast! :)

semula ku tak tahu
engkau juga kan ingin memilikinya
bukankah ku lebih dulu
bila engkau temanku
sebaiknya tak mengganggu

reff:
dia untukku, bukan untukmu
dia milikku, bukan milikmu
pergilah kamu, jangan kau ganggu
biarkan aku mendekatinya

kamu tak akan mungkin mendapatkannya
karena dia berikan aku pertanda juga
janganlah kamu banyak bermimpi, oooh

dia untuk aku

bukankah belum pasti
kamu juga kan jadi dengan dirinya
dia yang menentukan
apa yang ’kan terjadi
tak usah mengaturku

reff2:
dia untukku, bukan untukmu
dia milikku, bukan milikmu
lihatlah nanti, lihatlah saja
biarkan aku mendekatinya

kamu tak akan mungkin mendapatkannya
karena dia berikan aku pertanda juga
janganlah kamu banyak bermimpi, oooh
kusarankan engkau mundur saja, ooo

repeat reff
repeat reff2

dia untuk aku
bukan, dia untuk aku

Be apart that something i don't know

hello. it's been a while since i didn't update this blog. it's because i dont know what to write, and i got no time since my father's using the notebook for Mafia Wars. -.-' he plays all the apps on facebook. Mafia Wars, Farmville, Frontier Ville. :P

anyways, Sofia's putting on weight. her weight is 5 kg now, and she's not even 3 months yet! she's now very chubby! can't take the eyes off from her lovely cheek <3
and she loves it when people carry her around. i have to remind her that she's to heavy to carry her around the house. ^^,

choir's been really awesome! during the holidays, we practice a lot. and im losing my voice cause i got bad sore throat! god help me! :(
the final was awesome. they like it! :D im so proud! :)

i guess that's all. :)

Saturday, August 28, 2010

To whom who concern

im sorry to say this. but this is me. the way i am. its up to me and i know what im doing. so please dont judge me in front of people. i want me just the way i am. im sorry if you don't like me the way i am. but i couldn't do anything just to complete your wish. i will find my will someday by my own. but not now. i ain't ready for that. i am still young. maybe there's some of my age can do that, but not me. people are different. they got their own perspective. and mine's too. im sorry it's fasting month, i would apologize to you as soon as i can. best regard, Teyha Azmi.

Chicken Rice Shop

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i went for berbuka puasa with 3 ama 2009, at Giant chicken rice shop. and had super amazing fun alott. :)

after we break-fast, we lepak2 at secret recipe and J-Co doughnut. take pictures, talking and lot other stuff. :D hoope that we could do this again some other times! :)

Sunday, August 22, 2010

Dia

kenapa dgn diaa? pelik lah dia. kenapa dia layan aku mcm tuh? perlukah dia berkelakuan mcm tu kat aku? perlukah? i tak suruh pun. i tak paksa pun. aku tak ada niat pun. tapi kenapa? hmmm...

kau tanya aku, aku sayang kau tak? aku cakap aku sayang, tapi aku taknak. tapi aku sayang. lepas tu kau tak cakap apa-apa. aku tak berharap pun dengan kau. aku cuma sayang kau. aku tak sehina macam kau bayangkan.


konklusinyaa, ape kejadahnya aku tulis nii? ayt2 jiwang pulak. -.-'
btw, aku bergurau je. tak membawa maksud apapapun. :)

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

Edward Tie

me, iffa and anita are officially addicted to edward tie. anita maybe Yaacob Itam laa. :P we talk alot about Edward Tie. Usha him every morning with his tie untie, his collar, ohhh, superbly charmingg. can't get our eyes off him! he's so HOT and makes us melt. like OHEMGEE! :DD

Friday, August 13, 2010

Exam

peperiksaan dah makin dekat. tapi rasa macam jauh lagi je. macam mana nak score?!
rasa macam dah penat jadi pelajar. 17 tahun dah bersekolah. dah penat. tunggu habis SPM tahun depan. lepas tu, masuk dunia luar. macam mana nak survive pulak?

apa-apa pun, peperiksaan tu penting. bukan BukuMuka. ;)
tapi, bagi kita BukuMuka lagi best. duduk rumah study memang bosan. semenjak dua menjak asyik study addmaths yang entah hape-hape. tapi seronok! :D
chemistry? physic? biology? adoi. susah nak masuk. biology okeyla. baca saja. :)
i'll do the best Miss Ong! takkan fail walaupun tak pernah fail. :)

Choir. :)

ahh. had my choir practice today. even though its fasting month. and i almost lose my VOICE! we keep singing the song over and over again, again while we're standing up! :'(
the teacher make the song's music became Jazz music. it was super Awesome!! and we're like dancing while singing the song. :DD

Thursday, August 12, 2010

MBB babak sedih dari Legend of Condor Hero(MUST WATCH!)





this video is super damn funny stupid video! must watch. dont sit on a chair while watching this video. afraid you'll get hurt. :P

Ramadhan

uhh. maybe its time for me to speak a little bit of Malay's here. Rojakkan blog ini. ;)
anyway, Happy Fasting month for all the muslims out there. and dont cheat! :)
hope that you will have a wonderful fasting month! :D

Cory Monteith

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So, here's the latest Heartthrob. Cory Monteith or i call him Finn. he's also super sexy hot. like abg Helme. when can i see him again eh? He's in Glee. :DD

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

Eclipse

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Edward Cullen season again. for me.
he's super hot is this scene. im loving it. i bought the DVD's and keep repeating the scene where at the mountain. during the fight. i am freaking love this photo. Edward is HOT and Bella's pretty :)

Edward's super HOT! isnt it Nitaa? you take Yaakob Hitam(Jacob Black). okay? fair and square. :P

Sunday, August 8, 2010

The Dog Island




This is a game called The Dog Island. totally addicted to this game! i mean look at the dog. they're superb cute! the mission is not that EASY!sometimes feels like giving up! but,NO! they're so cute! :DDD i played this game after breakfast until midnight(1.30am) non-stop yesterday! thanks to miss Nina!(csn) who successfully finish all the missions in this game. you rock!

Thursday, August 5, 2010

an unexpected accident.

GEMAS: Sungguh menyayat hati apabila seorang wanita yang dikejarkan ke hospital untuk melahirkan anak, maut selepas kereta dinaiki bersama suami dan seorang anak bertembung sebuah treler dalam kemalangan ngeri di Kilometer 9 Jalan Rompin-Gemas, dekat sini, semalam.




Dalam kejadian kira-kira jam 9.15 pagi itu, mangsa, Azian Abdul Wahab, 40, disahkan meninggal dunia sebaik tiba di Klinik Kesihatan Gemas, tidak lama selepas kemalangan.


Sebelum itu, Azian yang mengandung anak kelima dikatakan dikejarkan ke Hospital Kem Syed Sirajuddin di sini, oleh suaminya, Koperal Yusri Ahmad, 36, selepas mengadu sakit hendak bersalin.


Abang mangsa, Amran, 41, berkata adiknya dijangka bersalin pada 27 Julai lalu, tetapi berikutan tiada tanda-tanda mahu bersalin, pihak hospital menasihatkannya pulang berehat di rumah sebelum datang membuat pemeriksaan susulan pada Ahad depan.


“Bagaimanapun, semalam (kelmarin) adik saya mengadu sakit perut seperti hendak bersalin dan pagi ini (semalam) air ketubannya pecah menyebabkan dia terus dikejarkan ke hospital tentera oleh suaminya.


“Namun, dia tidak sempat melahirkan anak,” katanya.


Dalam kejadian itu, Proton Wira yang dinaiki mangsa bersama suaminya serta seorang anak lelaki mereka Mohd Ikram berusia setahun bertembung treler dari arah bertentangan ketika dalam perjalanan dari rumah mereka di Felda Palong 3, dekat sini.


Anak mangsa turut mengalami kecederaan parah di kepala, manakala suaminya patah paha kanan dan tangan kiri serta cedera di beberapa anggota badan lain.


Azian dikatakan mengalami kecederaan parah di kepala dan patah tulang rusuk kanan yang kemudian dipercayai tercucuk pada bayi dalam kandungan yang menyebabkannya gagal diselamatkan.


Amran berkata, walaupun sedih kehilangan seorang adik yang disayangi, dia sekeluarga reda dengan insiden berlaku dan menganggapnya sebagai suratan takdir.


Sementara itu, Ketua Polis Daerah Tampin, Superintendan Wooi Kooi Cheang berkata, sebaik tiba di tempat kejadian, kereta dipandu suami mangsa bertembung dengan sebuah treler dari arah bertentangan menyebabkan wanita itu, anak perempuan dan suaminya cedera parah.

Dalam kejadian kira-kira jam 9.15 pagi itu, mangsa, Azian Abdul Wahab, 40, disahkan meninggal dunia sebaik tiba di Klinik Kesihatan Gemas, tidak lama selepas kemalangan.


Sebelum itu, Azian yang mengandung anak kelima dikatakan dikejarkan ke Hospital Kem Syed Sirajuddin di sini, oleh suaminya, Koperal Yusri Ahmad, 36, selepas mengadu sakit hendak bersalin.


Abang mangsa, Amran, 41, berkata adiknya dijangka bersalin pada 27 Julai lalu, tetapi berikutan tiada tanda-tanda mahu bersalin, pihak hospital menasihatkannya pulang berehat di rumah sebelum datang membuat pemeriksaan susulan pada Ahad depan.


“Bagaimanapun, semalam (kelmarin) adik saya mengadu sakit perut seperti hendak bersalin dan pagi ini (semalam) air ketubannya pecah menyebabkan dia terus dikejarkan ke hospital tentera oleh suaminya.


“Namun, dia tidak sempat melahirkan anak,” katanya.


Dalam kejadian itu, Proton Wira yang dinaiki mangsa bersama suaminya serta seorang anak lelaki mereka Mohd Ikram berusia setahun bertembung treler dari arah bertentangan ketika dalam perjalanan dari rumah mereka di Felda Palong 3, dekat sini.


Anak mangsa turut mengalami kecederaan parah di kepala, manakala suaminya patah paha kanan dan tangan kiri serta cedera di beberapa anggota badan lain.


Azian dikatakan mengalami kecederaan parah di kepala dan patah tulang rusuk kanan yang kemudian dipercayai tercucuk pada bayi dalam kandungan yang menyebabkannya gagal diselamatkan.


Amran berkata, walaupun sedih kehilangan seorang adik yang disayangi, dia sekeluarga reda dengan insiden berlaku dan menganggapnya sebagai suratan takdir.


Sementara itu, Ketua Polis Daerah Tampin, Superintendan Wooi Kooi Cheang berkata, sebaik tiba di tempat kejadian, kereta dipandu suami mangsa bertembung dengan sebuah treler dari arah bertentangan menyebabkan wanita itu, anak perempuan dan suaminya cedera parah.

“Mangsa duduk di kerusi penumpang depan meninggal dunia tidak lama selepas itu,” katanya.


Beliau berkata, kemalangan dipercayai berlaku apabila treler berkenaan cuba memotong sebuah jentera berat yang berada di depannya lalu bertembung dengan kereta dinaiki mangsa.


Menurutnya, pemandu treler itu ditahan untuk siasatan lanjut bagi mengenal pasti punca sebenar kemalangan.

dipetik dari Harian Metro, 03/08/10.

as you can see, how bad was the accident. it was my aunt. :(
she was my closest aunt. she took good care of me when i was a baby.
i just didnt expected this thing could possibly happen to me.
i hope her husband will survive. let us pray for him. and Al-Fatihah for my aunt. :(

Saturday, July 31, 2010

How to live a better life?

1. Accept Your Mistakes

You’re human. We, humans, are making mistakes. Accept what you did wrong and try to do better next time. No need to punish yourself forever. In fact, accepting your mistakes is the only way to make them disappear.

2. Accept Your Friends Mistakes

Maybe you got hurt by somebody. Happens. Just accept it and deal with it. People are making mistakes and if you can accept that for yourself, accept it for your friends too. In the end, all you need from them is their love.

3. Create A New Habit

We’re doing a lot of stuff on autopilot. Try to integrate in this category new things you want to attract into your life. Habits are powerful. Harness their energy for your own good. Start by creating a habit in 15 days.

4. Build Self Discipline

Don’t wait for other people to impose discipline on you. Start early. Create your own discipline. Although it sounds a little bit harsh, self discipline is a facilitator for many things in your life. It’s hard to get but great to have.

5. Keep A Journal

Write down you feelings, your ideas, your goals, your activity. Journaling is by far one of the most useful things I’ve done to change my life for the best. It works in such a silent, yet effective way. All you need is pen and paper.

6. Learn To Take Risks

Your life may be so boring and fade because… err, you made it like this? When was the last time your tried something really difficult? When was the last time you challenged the odds doing something risky? Do it now.

7. Be Better, Not Perfect

Striving too much for perfection will ruin your life. It will wipe out all those little imperfections which are making you… human. Being better, on the other side, is rewarding. Look back at the yesterday you and just say: I’m better!

8.Try Something New

Maybe you’re sad because you’re bored. Have you ever thought about that? Just reach out and try something completely new. Go for a challenge, learn a new sport, pick a different restaurant or go for a comedy movie (if you’re the drama type). Just try it.

9.Learn To Ignore

I think they should be teaching this one in schools. We’re so focused on so many topics and think we have to do so many stuff, that our life is literally clogged with stuff. It’s good to do stuff, but learning to ignore stuff is much better.

10.45. Stop Solving The Wrong Problems

You are not here to witness the bad things in your life. Nor the performance in itself. You are here to enjoy a journey. To become aware, To grow. So, stop solving the wrong problem and focus on what really matters.

Friday, July 30, 2010

Demons of Ignorance.

i dont mean this blog as my diary instead. btw, i read the newspaper last morning about 'no matter what happen he is still your father'

human beings thinking are all the same.
the article there said when we were 5 years old daddy knows everything. when we were 10, daddy knows alot, but then, when we are somewhere in teenagers age, we think that daddy knows nothing. and when we are 25, daddy knows a little bit, and then we are 45, 'i wish i could ask daddy'.

teenagers thought that they are right about everything. and thats what happened to me. i've been through all that at my age now. some teenagers are still didnt think out of the box. from there, i realize that all teenagers are stupid. they can't really think properly. :l

as the matter of fact, they are also dont realize their mistakes. i was upset, upset with it. i feel guilty. and i dont know what more stupid things im going to do next. because i did a lot of stupid things before that makes my parents really upset with it. i hope i could handle it.

and to all teenagers, please dont do anything from what your heart said. it will ruins everything. listen to your parents! they are more experienced people in life. if you dont believe it, you think, how old are they? and how OLD are you? they knows everything. :)

Thursday, July 29, 2010

Sweet Caroline




Where it began, I can't begin to know when
But then I know it's growing strong
Oh, wasn't the spring, whooo
And spring became the summer
Who'd believe you'd come along

Hands, touching hands, reaching out
Touching me, touching you
Oh, sweet Caroline
Good times never seem so good
I've been inclined to believe it never would


I really love this song since the first time i heard this song. :)
so peaceful. <3

GLEE

really addicted to glee! Cory Monteith.
love the songs! awesomeee. totally addictive. :)

thanks to Raja and Anita. Love u guys. the BOMB! ;)

Update.

its been a while since i didnt update this blog.
lot of things happenn.

-got a new little sister. Lydia Sofea. :)
-once got a crush on this guy, but damn, he's so ARROGANT!
-im rarely updating this blog.
-me and anita talks alot.
-my friends visiting my little sister. thanks for the present Iffa. :) we like it.
-koko day, maze house; AWESOME! ghost house(form 6) funny.
-4 aktif's student has been transferred to 5 bersih's. they got OUR class.
-hate it!
-met alot of annoying people. Luqman Mahfar. -.-'
-entered an audition for choir.
-sang dont stop believing, got the audition! im the school's choir team.
-and 'they're' joining. hate it. annoying. meluat. why? ;l
-need to talk? wtf?! confessing? she's really convincing.
-he had such quiet eyes. i did not realize. :P
-talk bahasa kelantan with Raja,Nadhir and Shey. FUNNY!
-im loving my friends.
-life's been kind to me these lately. thanks alot.

thanks. <3

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

:DD

syafiq:Eh,apasal ko tersengih sengih ni???

Ali:Aku dah dapat anak.....

syafiq:Oh,alhamdulillah.kau dapat aak lelaki ke perempuan???

ali:tekalah kalau kau pandai.....

syafiq:Anak perempuan....

ali:salah,tekalah lagi..

syafiq:ni cornfirm dapat anak lelaki..

ali:Eh, betullah.macam mana kau dapat tahu anak aku lelaki ha???

syafiq:sungguh benak kawanku ini.....


ULAT BELUNCAS.

Ada tiga sahabat, satu kura2..satu lagi katak..yang last ulat gongok. Suatu hari kura2 mengundang dua temannya kerumahnya buat jamuan kecil2an. So.. mereka bertiga buat le pesta kecil di rumah kura2.

Setelah asyik borak, makan, minum and lain-lain... si katak berkata : "Eh..dari tadi rasanya ada macam benda yang kurang la..korang perasan tak?....Ha ... patut..la rokok dah abis....... "

Kura2: "Iya la..sorryla gua lupa lak standby satu ....beli jer kat warong depan tuh!"
Katak: "apsal aku plak......kau kan tuan rumah"
Kura2: "ye la.... tapi bertahun la korang nak menunggu....siapa lagi cepat "
Katak: "so kalau gitu mintak je ulat gongok tolong....
Kura2: "Oh iya ya.. ulat gongok tolong gi jap"Ulat
Gonggok: "aiya.....korang ajela"
Katak: "ala ..gi saja la kita orang dah undi kau"

Akhirnya si Ulat gongok pergi juga untuk membeli rokok. Si Katak dan Kura2 menunggu ......
Lima minit menunggu...si Ulat gongok tak tiba juga...10 minit..20 minit...satu jam...dan sampai tiga jam Ulat gongok masih taktimbul-timbul.

Katak: "Ulat gongok pegi mana hah tak sampai-sampai..?"
Kura2: "Iye la .. risau jugak, jom kita cari!" Katak: "Jom..!"

Bila jer kura2 buka pintu...Ulat gongok sudah pun berada di depan pintu.

Kura2: "Hah tu pon dia..!"
Katak: "...mana rokoknya..mulut aku dah kering sangat ni..?!"
Ulat Gonggok: "..apa rokok-rokok...aku jalan pon belom..!!"
Katak: " Haah tak bergerak lagi ...jadi dari tadi buat apa...?"
Ulat Gonggok: "Yeeeeeeeeelaaaaa..korang tak nampak ke ni...aku tak abis lagi PAKAI KASUT..!!!!!"


TOK BATIN

Seorang askar rejimen PPH berjumpa dengan Tok Batin. Mereka mula bersembang pasal makanan, dari makanan kampung sampailah ke makanan western. Tok Batin tu tak mengaku kalah, tiap-tiap makanan yang diceritakan oleh askar tu semuanya dia dah try.
Mula-mula cerita pasal KFC, "Tu shaya dah terai dah, shedap....." Lepas tu cerita pasal Pizza Hut, "Tu shaya dah terai dah, shedap....." Lepas tu MOS Burger, "Tu pun shaya dah terai dah, shedap....."

At this point, askar tu dah syak Tok Batin ni nak temberangkan dia. Dia nak mengenakan Tok Batin tu pulak. Askar tu tanya, "Tok Batin pernah makan kari kepala ikan ?". "Tu pun shaya dah terai dah, shedap....." Askar tu tanya lagi, "Tok Batin pernah makan kepala keretapi ?". "Tu pun shaya dah terai dah, shedap....."

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

hahaaaa!

Before Marriage.... ..

Boy: Yes. At last. It was so hard to wait.

Girl: Do you want me to leave?

Boy: NO! Don't even think about it.

Girl: Do you love me?

Boy: Of course! Over and over!

Girl: Have you ever cheated on me?

Boy: NO! Why are you even asking?

Girl: Will you kiss me?

Boy: Every chance I get!

Girl: Will you hit me?

Boy: Are you crazy! I'm not that kind of person!

Girl: Can I trust you?

Boy: Yes.

Girl: Darling!

After Marriage...... SIMPLY READ FROM BOTTOM TO TOP--

Friday, June 11, 2010

Updates?

oh god. i just dont know what to update in this blog. hmm
sometimes i got full crap ideas to update, but when it goes to typing at the new post,
woossshhh! it flew away. all saved in drafts. -__-'

well, my holiday is full of boredom. i just sit back and online.
i stay up all night and sleep the whole day. :)
sometimes youtube. :) not redtube. -__-'

i used to watch this stupid videos. its about two brothers doing crap videos. haha. must watch! :)





i just cant stop laughing watching the video! :D
arent they got other things to do besides doing this crap videoosss?! ahahaa.
well, some people. :)

and i really need to hang out with my friends. it has been a WHILE! D:
all got other plans besides hanging out with me. hehh. sometimes i just need to be more rational. hehee. btw, sorry for not updating about my camp story. i guess u already heard from other students who went for the camp. it was just exactly the same as i did at the camp. :)

well i guess thats all. will update soon. :)

Wednesday, June 9, 2010

Hehh?

Why the hell is everyone being a sarcastic person this lately huh? hmm. kinda weirddoo. haha.

Tuesday, June 8, 2010

Jokie jokes

A man gets home early from work and hears strange noises coming from the bedroom.
He rushes upstairs to find his wife naked on the bed, sweating and panting.
"What's up?" he says.
"I'm having a heart attack," cries the woman.
He rushes downstairs to grab the phone for ambulance, but just as he's dialing, his 4-year-old son comes up and says, "Daddy! Daddy! Uncle Fred is hiding in your closet and he's got no clothes on!"
The man slams the phone down and storms upstairs into the bedroom, past his screaming wife, and rips open the wardrobe door. Sure enough, there is his brother, totally naked, covering on the closet floor.
"You b*stard," the man says," my wife is having a heart attack and you're running around naked scaring the kids!"



ittle April was not the best student in Sunday school.
Usually she slept through the class.

One day the teacher called on her while she was napping, "Tell me, April, who created the universe?"

When April didn't stir, little Johnny, a boy seated in the chair behind her, took a pin and jabbed her in the rear. "GOD ALMIGHTY!" shouted April and the teacher said, "Very good" and April fell back asleep.

A while later the teacher asked April, "Who is our Lord and Saviour," But, April didn't even stir from her slumber. Once again, Johnny came to the rescue and stuck her again. 'JESUS CHRIST!" shouted April and the teacher said, "very good," and April fell back to sleep.

Then the teacher asked April a third question. "What did Eve say to Adam after she had her twenty-third child?" And again, Johnny jabbed her with the pin. This time April jumped up and shouted, "IF YOU STICK THAT F*****G THING IN ME ONE MORE TIME, I'LL BREAK IT IN HALF AND STICK IT UP YOUR ARSE!"

The Teacher fainted.

Scout Camp

aaa. the scout camp was awesome and my group, Tun Teja or Gunung Ledang won the 2nd place for the best patrol. but it was way too tired. i sleep the whole day when i got back home. home sweeet home! hehee.

and where's all the photos? i want to seeeeeeeee! theres alot of my pictures i think. :D

Some entertainment. :)

Enjoy reading. :)


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Act of Stupidity

oh my god! i couldnt believe my eyes! i was considered deceitful even though im just a friend with a guy. haha. i mean, i was wondering if i am so gorgeous that he thinks such like that. ;P

okay, he's trying to find my guiltiness when i stopped messaging him again. haha. seriously, in a quiet of a suddenly! and he said i wasnt being honest with him. wtf?!
but thats not my fucking problem. the fucking problem was, shin bakhtiar made up a story about me and a junior i met named A**** to asyraf. and the act of the stupidity was, he believed her! everyone knows she got mental problem. and he believed her. -_______-' and i was shocked about how pathetic they are! oh my god. she loved to made up stories about people. haha. she got problem with all people around her even though the people doesnt have any freaking problem with her. i remember when she messed up with that ariff asyraf guy, and she was soo freaked out! you should have seen her face! haha. why is she my sister?!

and asyraf, i would not apologize to you. never! :)
first thing of all, if you believe that im not being honest to you, go on! spit it out! because the PROBLEM STATEMENT is ;

Is that my problem?

the second thing, haha. if you feel that you are so a great guy, dont show your pissed off thingy about me in your facebook. guys dont do that. i mean that is soo like childlisshh! PFFFFTT! you already showed your immature there. and you pissing off about me with SHIN BAKHTIAR?! how sad. i couldnt stop laughing. it seems like you're also got some mental problem and psychopath or something. im sorry to say. but that's the truth. :)

Friday, June 4, 2010

Stupid Essay! xDD(must read!)

Saya Ika, umur saya baru 15 tahun. Saya gagal dalam PMR, saya terus bekerja
untuk meringankan beban orang tua.

Saya telah terbaca sebuah iklan yang terpapar di kedai 7-Eleven. Jawatan
kosong sebagai Operator Kilang Penyapu di Sg Besi dengan gaji yang lumayan.

Hampir 6 bulan saya bekerja disana, walaupun saya dibawah umur tetapi saya
diterima bekerja untuk jawatan sementara. Dan sepanjang saya bekerja di
sana saya tidak mempunyai apa-apa masalah, walaupun umur saya muda, tetapi
perwatakan saya seperti anak dara yang meningkat remaja dan saya disenangi
oleh semua pekerja di sana lebih-lebih lagi pekerja lelaki kerana
masing-masing cuba memikat saya, maklumlah ayam muda....lalat pun tak
berani hinggap!!!!! Dan saya senang berkomunikasi dengan rakan-rakan
sejawat.

Saya juga selalu ambil 'overtime', maklum saje lah.....claim yang lumayan.
Saya tidak pernah kenal erti
penat....... . Dan dalam masa yang begitu singkatsaya telah dapat
menyimpan wang dan berbelanja dengan
sewenang-wenangnya.

Nak jadikan cerita...... , pada suatu pagi semasa bangun dari tidur, saya
terus ke bilik mandi. Semasa saya hendak mandi saya telah lucutkan towel di
badan saya.

Alangkah terperanjatnya saya kerana saya lihat ada beberapa helai bulu
yang kelihatan seperti bulu penyapu tumbuh di kemaluan saya.

Tanpa berfikir panjang saya teruskan juga mandi, dan terus bersiap untuk
ke Kilang Penyapu.

Sepanjang perjalanan saya ke tempat kerja, saya terfikir mungkin saya
sudah tidak sesuai lagi bekerja di sana (mungkin alergik penyapu).

Sesampai sahaja di Kilang Penyapu, saya terus bergegas jumpa Supervisor di
bilik khas. Saya pun
memberitahu hasrat saya untuk berhenti kerja pada hujung bulan nanti.

Supervisor itu gugup sebentar kerana tidak menyangka keputusan saya itu.
Mana taknya saya tahu dia ada hati dengan saya........ saya pun memberi
alasan tidak dapat bekerja disitu lagi kerana alergik dengan penyapu.

Lantas disuruhnya saya tunjukkan tempat yang alergik itu. Saya pun apa
lagi...tanpa segan-segan silu lagi
terus menunjukkan bahagian sulit saya yang alergik itu. Tetapi Supervisor
saya tidak menampakkan reaksi
terkejut....malah dia sendiri telah memberitahu saya dia pun alergik malah
lebih teruk dari saya. Saya pun minta dia tunjukkan tempat yang alergik
itu.

Alangkah terperanjatnya saya, apabila dia membuka seluarnya saya ternampak
bukan lagi bulu penyapu yang tumbuh malah ada batang penyapu sekali.. Saya
pun terus meminta berhenti 24 hours dan
terus keluar dengan seribu tanda tanya??????? ?

Lemon tree.

HEY YA! LEMME GET THIS STRAIGHT! I DONT GIVE A SHIT ON YOU AND YOU AINT KNOW ANYTHING DUDE! IM JUST AN ORDINARY TEENAGE GIRL WHO DID AN EXTRAORDINARY THINGS WHICH IS I DONT REALLY KNOW. AND YES, GET YOUR ASS OUT OF MY FACE! HAHAHAHAHAHA ;D

i didnt mean anything on this. i just want to fill my blog updates. ;P

Elasticity

finally. exam for mid term is over baby! :D
im so freee. ;P chemistry paper 3 was soo easyy! haha.
and yes! MID TERM HOLIDAY!! WHEHHEEE! thats what everyone's waiting for!
but still got no plans for the holidayy. maybe going to spend time at home.

and im away this weekend for scout camp! can't wait can't wait!
im readyy but still didn't pack up all the things. hehe. xP

well i think thats all for todayy. will update really soon.
have a nice holiday and take care! :)

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

ADDMATHS

ever since i took exam on additional mathematic's paper, i really fell in love with admaths!(im saying this sarcastically)xD

i had a vision;
IM GOING TO FAIL FOR ADDITIONAL MATHEMATICS! D;

exams! why? im tired of taking exams. holidays coming really soon! i cant wait. ;D
every form 4 students laugh a lot after taking addmath's paper. maybe that's the way they release the tension i guess. so do i. i LOL a lot. SKEET SKEET. ;P

and this friday, PHYSICS PAPER 1, BIOLOGY PAPER 1, CHEMISTRY PAPER 3. isnt that great?!
i guess im not sleeping on thursday night! :l but after that, HOLIDAY!! WHEEHEEEE!

Point of View.

i didn't realize i've been such in that pathetic situation. first of all, im know im stupid. second of all, i think that life is a bunch full of roses. i mean can u ever imagine that life is like a disaster?! hmm.

anyway, i was wondering if im doing this for my own sake. i thought i can plan all the things that will happen next. but it's not exactly what i thought. im just wasting my time hoping that he will love me back. imagine how stupid and pathetic i was.

and i didnt realize he was playing with my feelings and being kinda rude to me. but that's ok. at least i have some experience at my age. ;D
i just have to start thinking how good and happy he is now without me. and i was like what the fuck?! its like a piece of shit to him. haha.

but LET BY GONES BE BY GONES.

all that i have to do now is keep moving forward and forget about him. i've realized how pathetic and stupid i am to do like that. ;)

p/s; will update soon. tq.

Saturday, May 8, 2010

The Fruitcake Special

during bi lesson last week, the teacher asked us to do some fruitcake special script in front of the class, fareez and kumeera has been choosed by her. fareez is sabina and kumeera is anna. so here's their script ;

sabina; who are you?


anna; im anna. and you?


sabina; i am sabina. the beautiful young model. what are you doing here?


anna; im having dinner with david amos.


sabina; what?! he's my boyfriend!


anna; i know. so?


sabina; why are you soo ugly?!


anna; what? you should yourself at the mirror and think are you really pretty?


sabina;(looking at hand mirror) ooohh..how lovely i am!


anna; what do you want actually?!


sabina; i want my boyfriend!


anna; haiyaa! take him la! and walk awayy!
..

(end of script)..

hahaaaa. there's some more script but mostly i forgot. but seriously, it was hilarious! haha.

Monday, April 26, 2010

OHEMGEE!

omg! liplapliplap, its almost one year baby!
i cant believe itt. nywayss, happy 1st year anny baby. :)
although we've been through a hard complication, i thought that was the end of everything. haha. but nopee. ;)

god dem! :D love you so much. i really really really hope that YOU wont REPEAT the same thing again after this. i hope so la. im telling you I DONT LIKE IT! hehe. :)

btwss, happy one year anny again. love you. xoxo. love teyha. :)

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

Hearing Aids

went to somewhere. saw an old lady just accidently dropped her hearing aid. i took it. i went to see her and this is what the conversation;

i said; hi mrs, i just stopped by to ask if you lost your hearing aid?


she said; What did you say, missy?


i said; your HEARING AID? is it lost??


she said; eh! speak up why dont cha?!


i said; did you lose your HEARING AID?!!


she said; what? you said i need to lose my HAIRY LEGS??!


i said; HEARING AID!! HEARING AID!!


she said; dont get fresh with me you ms. whippersnapper. my HAIRY LEGS are NONE OF YOUR
BEESWAX! NOW GET OFF MY PROPATEYY!

end of conversation. i was like um..never mind. :)

Stupid

I dont want to hear your stupid problem
because i dont talk about stupid things
and your stupid problem is aint my stinking problem!
GET IT?!

this is not real. i repeat not REAL! :)
if you're saying to someone like this thing,
say the 'word' (eg; stupid) in every sentences, they'll notice on what you're meant to them. :)

Sunday, April 18, 2010

Friends

my mother told me that i must keep my friendship with raja and fareez. ;D
she told me, they're the best to be friends. they are reliable, can be trusted and respect people. haha. i can't believe she said that. she really likes raja and fareez. :) eventhough fareez is like so ***! xPP btw, i admit, i am also love to be friends with them. im glad they're my friends. ;)

cellphone?

now i know why my parents took my phone. at first, i really CANT accept it, feels like killing myself! but by the end of the day, i realize. it was my fault! my biggest fault. they're doing whats the BEST for me. they are so amazing and awesome! i just LOVE THEM SO MUCH! i love you mama, i love you ayah! :D

new update.

oh my god. first thing of all...i wanted to forget all the things that have happened to me. :)
i've learnt a huge lesson from that. ;D
my life as a teenage girl, i should have listened to old ones but u know,
at my age, curiosity and 'nafsu' is all about.

im taking advise that i should think twice on what im doing on every minutes or even just a second. :) one step of mistake, can lead u to DEATH! haha.
so, i realize that teenagers should be careful on what they are doing right now. love is isnt this all about. its about yourself. be yourself! we cant find a true love right now. all we have to do is enjoy our life. hanging out with your friends. this is what my english teacher told to my classmates and me.
and here's a bit of advice, be sure that nice means really nice, or you may lose your heart once or twice. :)

Saturday, April 17, 2010

new blog, new people. :)

finally, i've managed to create a blog! :D
im new here! hope all of you noticed me.
here's a thing, im not going to update this
blog every single day and its up to me.
its my blog anyway. ;)

so, if u would like to be my friend,
follow me if u wanted to. :D
will be update soon.