Eduardo

'Villains!' I shrieked, 'dissemble no more! I admit the deed!- tear up the planks!- here, here!- it is the beating of his hideous heart!

My spiderman, love..love.. :)

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Setelah kupahami
Ku bukan yang terbaik
Yang ada di hatimu
Tak dapat kusangsikan
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Yang mengerti kamu
Bukanlah diriku

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Bila ku menjadi bisu
Kepada dirimu

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Tuk mengerti kamu
Maafkanlah aku

Reff:
Walau kumasih mencintaimu
Kuharus meninggalkanmu
Kuharus melupakanmu
Meski hatiku menyayangimu
Nurani membutuhkanmu
Kuharus merelakanmu

Dan hanyalah dirimu
Yang mampu memahamiku
Yang dapat mengerti aku

Ternyata dirinyalah
Yang sanggup menyanjungmu
Yang lama menyentuhmu
Bukanlah diriku

I love this song. so understanding. perfect for me? haha. :)

You don't die of a broken heart, you only wish you did.

My heart was taken by him, broken by him, and now it is in pieces because of him. why did I break up with him? Well ,it's like, once I sat down and looked at the situation, all the pieces lying on the floor, it just wasn't a puzzle anymore. None of the pieces fit together. And even if I tried really hard, the pieces, well they were two different puzzles. That's why I did it, he needs to understand that.

No one can promise they'll never hurt you because at one time or another, it will happen. The real promise is if the time you spend together will be worth the pain in the end. so fu*k you. Maybe they are right. Maybe I did get my hopes up too high. Maybe I was in over my head. Maybe I am the stupid one for ever thinking that you loved me, but maybe, just maybe, I am tired of being alone.

Desperate?

well i know this guy from facebook. i was just bored and i said 'hi' to this one guy. im not gonna tell you who he was. i will call him Mr. X. :)

anyway, i started to chat with him, and he started flirting. i was quite okay with that BUT... then, he started to ask me some kind of porn question. i was like whttheheck?! he ask me to make him steam and whatever. and i said no. then he was being pushy. haha. it was funny. i make fun of him. but i didn't say anything personal, just like 'haha' and others. he was so like desperate for me. i did not expect he would do such a thing. he was talking nonsense and all that. HAHA.

then, i ended our conversation, i told him i want to go to sleep but i didn't even logged out my acc and my bed wasn't calling for me. who cares? :P

The Tourist

im not saying im dying to watch this movie, but i really want to watch the movie. hehe. i mean they're the popular actors among of all. but, Johny Deep is really putting on wrinkles on his face. he looks so old. :( i mean it would be better if 'Robert Pattinson' plays his role. :P and Angie still looks hot. i like her very much. :) but they look like a perfect couple in this movie. :D

The Eagles

i found out that this Hotel California song is just awesome. i mean i really like it. the lyrics, the melody. and im obsessed playing this song by guitar. hehe. i never knew that it was such a great song. i know it was like long time ago but i found out it was cool.

some people says it was like a ghost song or something. well, my mum told me the song was about drugs something something. hehe. i dont know. :P

S.C.H.O.O.L

yes. school is opening on 3rd jan. wehee. can't wait. i miss my friends a lot. my hunnys. :D too bad fareez will be in Adil next year. why la you so clever one? im going to miss him Ms. Roslee.

im still in aktif. thank god. i mean i really love 4 aktif 2010. a lot of bittersweet memories. awwh. i remember when me, raja and fareez walked in the heavy rain and shared only one umbrella we found somewhere nearby the road. HAHA. and i dont know where the hell is the umbrella now. :P a lot a lot of memories. :)

anyway, after a while i was in Terengganu and now im home. thank god i survived in that House of Madness. you really don't want to know about that. i stayed there for three weeks and im cool with some roaches there i guess? hmmm. im cool. haha.

Different feathers flock together

well well. im in terengganu right now. its quite boring you know. hmm. the main thing im doing in terengganu is sleeping. :) and eat. its rainy season so its quite good to have some SLEEP. :D

i miss my home sweet home. :( and my daddy i guess. :) im not doing anything here. except sleep and eat and watch tv. damn it. haha. finally i could manage to online. i went to the beach by the way. the waves are okay. but not for swimming. just went there for some photos and hanging out. :)

im dying for swimming pool. but its rainy larr right now. soo, its A no. :(
well, i guess its going to end right here. i'll be updating for more stories. hehe. :)

Oh crap!

half of my heart got gripped on the lovely guitar. i got addicted on playing guitar. haha. seems like its my new hobby then. :D i got plenty of songs i could manage to play. but not that perfect. :)

anyway, i watched this one video, and it was like perfect for me. he played it so nice and awesome. i love him so much. :P he can play the guitar without singing the song. how the hell? i wish i could play this song so perfectly like he does. so here's the video. i am 100% sure that you'll be satisfied right after you watched the video. if you are not, you are totally out of range. haha. sorry to tell you like that. but i dont think so. :P

Terengganu

loopy loopy loop. im going to Terengganu this sunday. my sweet lovely hometown :)
away and away. seems like its my holiday too. but too bad because i cannot go to the beach since it's now raining season over there. :(

but my mum said we can go for swimming. but not at the beach. swimming pool. whee. at least i got something to do over there. after Terengganu, we're heading to Kota Bharu for wedding functions. seems like we'll be traveling a lot then. :D

i thought of celebrating my birthday and meet my beloved friends this monday. but mum changed the plan. so we're going to Terengganu. but my dad stays at home. pity him. he refused to let us stay in Terengganu for like three weeks. but some problem occurs. HAHA!

anyway, so i'll be updating my trip as soon as i can barely online. haha. it's like im going to the moon or something. -.- i guess i'll be seeing ya all! dadaaa. :D

Birthdayy

today is my day, today is my birthday, happy happy birthday to me. anyway, thanks for all your wishes. do LOVE it. hehe. i got plenty of people with the same date as mine. lucky date eh? :P

by the way, i dont have a lot of time to keep updating this blog since i can't really on the line all the time. got some problem with it. to the one who keep reading my blog, thank you so much for your convenience, alright? :)

holiday got a lot more boring than i thought. hmm. im not going anywhere except with my family. i miss my friendss! :( have to study more at home since i am going to be SPM candidate in 2011. and yes im going to be senior next year! wohooo!

i went to watch repunzel last week. im going to give 5 stars for the movie. :)
that movie was so cutee. thought of watching narnia on my birthday but, naah. i watched the social network. kind of boringg. hehehee.

anyway thanks for reading. i'll be updating for the next 100 years i guess? hahaa. kidding. bye. :)

Love,
Teyha Azmi :)